A lot of us understand how you feel, even if it was not that event that disconnected us from our character, I am sure quite a few of us know how that is. And how hard it is to keep playing. I know I went through it with Lav, and now am going through it with two of my other girls. For me, I keep playing them until they make sense. But everyone has to find the right path for them. Regardless, I am also glad to see you back!
Kindness is more important than wisdom, and the recognition of this
is the beginning of wisdom. –Theodore Issac Rubin